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Why I‘ll Never Make It

Conversations with fellow creatives about their setbacks and struggles in the performing arts and what keeps them going.

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A Look Back at Lisa Howard and Defining Success on Her Own Terms in Broadway Musicals

A Look Back at Lisa Howard and Defining Success on Her Own Terms in Broadway Musicals

After working with Lisa Howard in 2022 on a production of 42nd Street at Goodspeed in Connecticut, she sat down with me the following year to chat about her career and of course reminisce about our time together doing that show.

1 h 7 mins
Feb 20
A Look Back at Geoffrey Owens and the Dignity of Work Beyond Broadway and Television

A Look Back at Geoffrey Owens and the Dignity of Work Beyond Broadway and Television

I think most of us actors hope to be in a hit Broadway show or a popular film or highly rated TV show. But for those actors lucky enough to be in one, it can sometimes be all you’re known for and all your other work either goes unnoticed or forgotten.

1 h 20 mins
Feb 13
A Look Back at John McGinty and His Persistence as a Deaf Actor on the Broadway Stage

A Look Back at John McGinty and His Persistence as a Deaf Actor on the Broadway Stage

As Why I’ll Never Make It approaches its tenth season, this special retrospective looks back at ten conversations that helped shape the podcast and transformed a simple interview into a meaningful message for us all.

56 mins
Feb 6
What Does “Making It” Even Mean? — A Look Back at Ten Conversations

What Does “Making It” Even Mean? — A Look Back at Ten Conversations

As Why I’ll Never Make It approaches its tenth season, this special retrospective looks back at ten conversations that helped shape this podcast in meaningful and profound ways. Since 2017, this has been a place to talk honestly about a career built on uncertainty, rejection, hope, and persistence.

3 mins
Feb 2
Kate Baldwin Looks For Creative Purpose Beyond Just Performing (REWIND)

Kate Baldwin Looks For Creative Purpose Beyond Just Performing (REWIND)

This past fall 2025 I got to see two of my favorite leading ladies on stage. The first was Christine Sherrill, who was making her Broadway debut in Mamma Mia. She and I had first worked together in the out-of-town tryout for First Wives Club back in 2015 that ran for about a month and a half in Chicago.

47 mins
Jan 10
Justin Collette Brings Beetlejuice to Life at the Palace Theatre

Justin Collette Brings Beetlejuice to Life at the Palace Theatre

Step inside the dressing room with Beetlejuice's Justin Collette for a behind-the-scenes conversation that’s equal parts bone broth and backstage banter. From the rock riffs of School of Rock to the undead hilarity of Beetlejuice, Justin shares his wild ride from Canadian improv star and punk band frontman to taking center stage on Broadway.

53 mins
12/31/25
Jen Rudolph Helps Actors Focus on the Business of Acting

Jen Rudolph Helps Actors Focus on the Business of Acting

Being an actor requires a constant balancing act between showing up creatively and understanding how the industry actually functions. And Jen Rudolph has spent years operating at the intersection of casting, coaching, and strategy.

1 h 12 mins
12/17/25
David Bushman Proves There’s No Expiration Date on a Theater Career

David Bushman Proves There’s No Expiration Date on a Theater Career

Chicago is now celebrating 29 years on Broadway, with multiple national and international companies as well. And for more than two decades David Bushman has been a part of various Chicago productions around the world.

1 h 25 mins
12/8/25
FINAL FIVE: Trisha Paytas, YouTuber and Broadway Performer in Beetlejuice

FINAL FIVE: Trisha Paytas, YouTuber and Broadway Performer in Beetlejuice

The previous episode with Trisha Paytas covered so much ground, from her recent Broadway debut in Beetlejuice to her rise as a YouTube star. But one of the best parts of every conversation is when we get to discuss the Final Five Questions.

14 mins
11/29/25
Trisha Paytas on Media, Missteps, and Making Her Broadway Debut

Trisha Paytas on Media, Missteps, and Making Her Broadway Debut

Trisha Paytas joins the podcast to talk about her unexpected and much-talked-about Broadway debut in Beetlejuice. She shares what drew her to the show, how the opportunity came about, and what it’s been like stepping into a completely new kind of spotlight.

36 mins
11/22/25
Apologizing for My Own "Why I’ll Never Make It" Moment...

Apologizing for My Own "Why I’ll Never Make It" Moment...

In this brief update, I open up about the last several weeks—Broadway opening week, getting sick, and a recent injury—and how all of it pulled me away from releasing new episodes.

3 mins
11/14/25
FINAL FIVE: Abbie Goldberg & Mason McDowell, Musical Theater Writers

FINAL FIVE: Abbie Goldberg & Mason McDowell, Musical Theater Writers

In the previous episode, Abbie Goldberg and Mason McDowell dove into their new musical 504 as well as the obstacles they’ve faced trying to produce their own works, and it was such an insightful conversation. But there’s still so much more to explore!

16 mins
11/7/25
Abbie Goldberg and Mason McDowell Turn a Movement Into a Musical

Abbie Goldberg and Mason McDowell Turn a Movement Into a Musical

Writers Abbie Goldberg and Mason McDowell are the creative team behind 504: The Musical — a new show inspired by the real-life 1977 sit-in that ignited the disability rights movement.

48 mins
10/31/25
Historias Hispanas en Español - Bianca Marroquín, Luis Salgado y Mas (REWIND)

Historias Hispanas en Español - Bianca Marroquín, Luis Salgado y Mas (REWIND)

Bienvenidos y gracias por acompañarnos en esta edición especial de Why I’ll Never Make It! En esta segunda parte de mi serie sobre historias hispanas, escucharán a mis invitados anteriores compartir sus propias historias y experiencias en español.

37 mins
10/15/25
Hispanic Stories in English - Matt Zambrano and Dan Domingues (REWIND)

Hispanic Stories in English - Matt Zambrano and Dan Domingues (REWIND)

As Hispanic Heritage Month comes to a close, I wanted to share a episode from 2020. This is part one in a series of former Hispanic guests of the podcast coming back to share their stories in their own words. The second part - la segunda parte - will be en español.

34 mins
10/14/25
Audition Stories 2025 with Lynn Nottage, Aubie Merrylees, Elizabeth Hess, Simon Tam, and More!

Audition Stories 2025 with Lynn Nottage, Aubie Merrylees, Elizabeth Hess, Simon Tam, and More!

It’s been several seasons since the last time Audition Stories took center stage, but they’re finally back — and this time with a brand-new collection of unforgettable moments from the audition room.

1 h 21 mins
9/26/25
FINAL FIVE: Jennifer Apple, Actress and Founder of Empowered Artists Collective

FINAL FIVE: Jennifer Apple, Actress and Founder of Empowered Artists Collective

Jennifer Apple returns for this bonus episode to tackle the Final Five Questions. From her very first professional show of Spring Awakening to the lessons she’s still learning today, Jennifer opens up about how she defines success, the advice she’d give her younger self, and the changes she hopes to see in the industry’s future.

22 mins
9/19/25
Jennifer Apple Turns Setbacks Into Artistic Growth and Community

Jennifer Apple Turns Setbacks Into Artistic Growth and Community

A serious back injury could have ended her career before it really began. Instead, it became the turning point that led to new opportunities—earning an MFA at ACT in San Francisco, training in Italy, and finding fresh ways to grow as a performer.

56 mins
9/12/25
FINAL FIVE: Patricia McGregor, Artistic Director of New York Theater Workshop

FINAL FIVE: Patricia McGregor, Artistic Director of New York Theater Workshop

Patricia McGregor’s first steps into the world of professional theater were marked by a sense of awe and a drive to make every moment matter.

16 mins
9/5/25
Patricia McGregor on Making Bold, Tough Choices and Shaping the Future of Theater

Patricia McGregor on Making Bold, Tough Choices and Shaping the Future of Theater

Patricia McGregor’s journey to becoming artistic director of New York Theatre Workshop has been anything but linear. Growing up in the Virgin Islands, she and her sister created performances wherever they could, laying the foundation for a lifelong devotion to storytelling.

48 mins
8/29/25

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